Patience + Obedience = Frustration + Agitation

It has already been four years since the first time I mentioned about it. Many things have changed and things that were once new are now old. Every time I bring it up the first comment that I am told is to wait or it is being denied entirely. Am I not in control? Do I not have a right to do what I think is right? I cannot wonder more but to ask why? How much longer should I wait and how much more could I afford to lose?

I am criticized to be selfish if I go ahead with my plan, yet, why do I have to follow someone else’s agenda? Is that person not selfish when I am forced to follow that way?

Current mood: Frustration and Agitation